Day 17: Anniversary/Birthday/Due Date
I don't have any pictures to share for this, but I will next year. I am constantly thinking about my babies and I don't need a day to help me remember them. But I do admit that on the 9th of each month I do think about them a little more, and imagine all the things they would be doing at that age. I think about the cute little coordinating outfits I would put them in for their monthly pictures. I imagine what I would be doing with them. I imagine that now, at 4 months, they would be interacting with each other a little more. I imagine how happy that would make me, to see the three of them together, smiling. And then I cry. Because I will never get to see that.
So every month on the 9th is especially difficult for me, but I don't really do anything special. I can't right now, it's just too hard. But their first birthday, well, that is going to be a very special day.
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