Moms are supposed to carry their babies for 9 months, not note 9 months since they died.
9 month old babies are fun: crawling, playing with toys, smiling, babbling. All I get to do with my 9 month old triplets is hold their ashes and cry.
I don't think this is ever going to get easier.
Massive hugs honey, one day, I hope, it will get a little easier. I think of you all the time. xxx
ReplyDeleteThinking of you ... wishing it was different. *hugs*
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